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February, what other surprises?

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February 7th What a lifeless Monday, I stood up, wandering around the room, dragging my infusion pole beside me to the window, my room is not placed in the front yet on the side of the building. Hence, I can't see the street view, but a parking lot view.  Nothing else I can do, I lay my body down again, thinking this such rehabilitation is what I long for all these time, without phone and chatter.  An old memory from my tenth grade came up out of the blue. My friend was crying, worrying about my health after not showing off to school for 2 days. Months later, she flew away to another town. The reaction she made was dramatic, but it's fun to know someone's looking out for you. February 6th My whole body tremble rapidly, I tried to appease them, still its hard even to stop your finger. A burnt feeling filled my chest, I start screaming, my mom gets panicky.  I ought to move my body, but no position can cure all the sore, I gave it up. I thought I was dying.  February 5th No o