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I filled my June with baking, making tarts cake and learn to decorate them, my first try wasn't perfect but enough.

Life after highschool or the pre-university make the time pass faster, because no lady will sit in front of the room and ask you about what day is it. You don't have to finding the red mark on your calender. Whether its monday or satuday, its a day-off. 

Yet on Saturday, I must go 1km from my house, gathering with these American who found my town is rather aunthentic than obselete. Also the locals who eager to speak english. 

Because I have passed 6 months of this year, I can say that I've tried enough activity 'alone' this year. I went meeting those English-learner group, alone, although my legs couldn't stop shaking when I start to talk to them nervously. Today I went shopping alone, impulsively buying a pair of ugly earring, I managed to bargain, I told my mom and she said the seller could give me lower price if I keep bargain. 
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Hi! I'm Adzra, I haven't been to any state in the United States but I cycled for 10km on November 21st. Four of cats depend their life on me.

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