twenty-twenty one

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Almost one year since I dumped this blog. Break up from my boyfriend and I started to talk with internet pals, my life changing to a better way.

I'm trying to recall my intention a year ago, nothing hit my mind. I practically forgetting how and who I was. I built a huge and dense wall to seperate me from my past. I'm behaving myself.

I change my habbit. I read books. I learn to swim. I connecting to new people to maintain the bricks.

Dwelling this past 10 months make me regret to not writing since and sharing my journey. Yet, there's no late! I can try or put diary I wrote this recent! Sure I'll include the date and picture as well.



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Hi! I'm Adzra, I haven't been to any state in the United States but I cycled for 10km on November 21st. Four of cats depend their life on me.

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